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Choking Up
01:38
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falling deep under the water cause this weight is too much to swim
this pain in my chest wont last forever i tell myself
but when i start to choke up i dont think i could do this much more
i feel a sense of relief as i sink deep down to the ocean floor
i feel a sense of relief as i sink deep down to the ocean floor
and now that ive hit the bottom
and now that ive hit the bottom
and now that ive hit the bottom it all cant get that much worse
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Would You Miss Me?
04:06
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ive been thinking way too much
or i havent been thinking enough
about what im gonna do now that im nothing
ive already doubted my self worth
and all youve done is made that worse
terribly pathetic i am
but you wouldnt even know
we never talk about the way i feel
maybe im just too good at hiding the truth
or maybe you couldnt care less
i wouldnt be all that surprised
cause that wouldnt be the first time in my life
nothings working
ive been trying way too hard for the past few months
dont worry about me
cause you wont even notice when im gone
ive been holding my breath but not enough
the waters seeping in and i cant breathe
ive been trying my best to act tough
but i am nothing but weak
i am nothing but weak
i am nothing but weak
i am nothing but weak
i am nothing
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my head hurts i cant breathe
i feel the ground shaking beneath me
i miss you im so lost
never quite knew how much this would cost
on my mental state the way i see
the world and its opportunities
everyone around me and what they say
the way i spend everyday
i keep waking up at 5am
spend the morning tucked in my bed
its the only place i feel truly safe from it all
i wanna do so much but so far ive done nothing
i wanna be all over tv when i die for something
so i can rest knowing someone cared
ive been trying really hard for the past few months to keep it together
but sometimes things fall apart no matter the amount of effort
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i am the cold that kills all the trees when it is winter time
you are the sunlight that blooms everysingle flower when it is spring
you bring life everywhere you go
and you dont even try
i cant hide how happy i am when youre around
staring at the ceiling hoping im just one thought thats in your head
walking home alone wondering what itd be like to just hold your hand
i wonder if you think about me as much as i think of you
if at all id be surprised
patiently waiting for something good to happen to me
hopelessly watching as nothings changed
i dont think itll ever get better but i know it wont get any worse
i dont think itll ever get better but i know it wont get any worse
you are everything i could ever want
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you make my heart pump
and when youre around im gasping for air
you make my heart jump
but when im with you i just dont care
about the things that make me sad
about the things that i hate
all the things i dont wanna think about
but honey as of late
ive been trying
ive been trying
ive been trying to make you feel better
to fully understand
your side of the story
ive been trying to be a better person
am i happy
i just dont know
cause im always smiling
but i feel so low
am i hiding from the truth
i dont know what to do
but i guess ill keep trying
ill keep trying
ill keep trying to get better
to fully understand
the cards that ive been given
ill keep trying to get myself out of this situation
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guiltystateofmind South River, New Jersey
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